July 1st, 2002

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She's So High Above Me

hey ho let's go.

Today started early. I worked the good old 7-3. The people at work seem to like me so I hope they fire lazy Brenda and give me all the hours I could ever desire. She's a nice lady, don't get me wrong, but she's a horrible worker. Down with Brenda! Up with Ben!

Work finished and I was at home. I exercised today for the first time in decades. It felt good but I have this feeling it'll feel bad tomorrow. I cleaned my room which took quite awhile. I washed all the blankets I so sickly sweat in while pleasuring my.....books! books.. Yes...books

Tim called me up and we headed out for a night on the town. Roads were driven, books were read, and women were oggled. Amen.

sarah called. Freak. Lousy pranker. Haha
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A little ditty I wrote....

ABOUT KILLING GIRLS

Entitled "The Gun Was Loaded?!?!"


Take
Push
My Heart
Rush to
End
This
Parade

Hit
Me
And Break
Me To
End
This
Sharade

There's a hole in the boat
There's a hole in the wall
There's a hole in my head
So I can't quite recall....

Her face and her eyes and her lips and her taste and the way that she ran and the way that i chased
To the barn, to the hill, to the sea and the sun
To the blood, to the screams, to the loaded gun

Rip
Out
My Brain
And Throw
It
All
Away

Set
Me
On Fi
Er And
Watch
All
The
Flames

There's a hole in the boat
There's a hole in the wall
There's a hole in her chest
And now I recall

Her face and her eyes and her lips and her taste and the way that she ran and the way that I chased
To the barn, to the hill, to the sea and the sun
To the blood, to the screams, to the loaded gun